These faces

These are the faces of true love!. 
These are the faces I can't wait to see each morning when I wake up. 
These are the faces I love to see a smile on.
 These are the faces I will do anything for. 
These are the 2 cutest faces in the world to me.
 I love these faces!

MINE!!

This little cheeky monkey has learnt to say "Mine".  Needless to say, we've been hearing it alot!!

Comments

Noone has ever left a comment on any of my posts.  I'd love to hear your feedback and comments.  I'm not sure whether to stop blogging if noone is commenting (and I don't think I have many readers anyways), or rev it up and really make this blog something special.


Comments would be appreciated on what your thoughts are about my blog decision. 

The crafty girl in me

I have to admit, I'm a bit of a blog stalker.  I read quite a few blogs in this blog world and have stumbled upon 1 in particular that I LOVE LOVE LOVE!.  This is how you get to her :
http://littlemissmomma.blogspot.com/

I think she is so super cool and has kind of been bringing out the crafty girl in me.  I'm going after work today to get all the supplies needed to make the pom pom necklace.  Whats better than having a piece that noone else has?!.  Ashley has also inspired me to be the best me and to be happy with who I am and all my imperfections. 

I'll be sure to post pics of the necklace once it's finished. 

My cake class starts up again in a month - i'm very excited.  I'm learning how to make wedding cakes etc now.  I'm hoping that I can get good enough to perhaps make Elishia's wedding cake!. 

Speaking of Elishia's wedding...i'm the Maid of Honour and so thrilled and honoured to be in that role.  The girls and I will be going home this year for the wedding and I can't wait to spend time with my family. 

The end of 2010 & my 20/20 vision for 2011

Finally - the end of a whirlwind year!.  I'm pretty happy to see the doors close in on 2010.  I definitely had more bad then good come out of 2010.  A few of the amazing things that did come of 2010 is I got a fabulous job, and because of separating from Doug, it actually brought us closer together.  We're happier than ever before.  It's unfortunate having to go through all the emotional crap that we did, but we're thankful that we got through it and came out on top.

Now, onto the title of this post - my 20/20 vision.  I have a goal for 2011 to lose 20 kilos and save 20 thousand dollars.  I can do it.  That's my new attitude..."I CAN DO IT".  Not I "will" or "might"...it's I CAN accomplish these things, and I WILL. 

I'm going to forget all the outside influences that I used to let hinder my life and relationship - they can all just go f*@k themselves.  This new year is time to focus on me, my 2 perfect little girls and my husband.  It's time to accomplish what I set out to do by moving here.  I'm going to be the best me I can be.

Thank you to all you readers, and all my friends and family in Canada that I miss so much for being there for me throughout all these troubles.  I love you all and wish for you nothing but an amazing 2011. 

Daycare

My baby is starting Daycare today - Gulp.  Sniff Sniff.  How is it that she's over a year old, walking and going to Daycare?!?!.  How did this happen???.  Wasn't I *just* pregnant with her?!?!. 

My babies are growing up too fast!!!

Settling

Lately, I have finally been feeling a little more settled into life here.  I'm finally feeling like i'm getting over things, and things are going to be ok.  Of course I still miss my family *tremendously*, and my friends, but I have made some amazing new friends here and that's what I grasp onto.  Without them I would feel so lonely, and don't think I would be able to cope. 

Things have changed so much lately.  Doug got this new job which he started a few weeks ago and coincidentally, I got a new job which I started on the same day as him!.  Things just seem to be falling into place.  I am really enjoying my new job, and so far it's going well.  I really couldn't ask for better hours, days and location.  I am able to be with the kids a few days and be home early enough to cook a nice dinner.  What more could I ask for?.  Of course I could ask that I be close to my family. 

There will always be this hole and this something missing.  And that's my family.  I know they're always there, but not physically here.  Is there a grace period to missing them?.  Am I meant to be over it now and settled here?.  I feel like to some I should be ok and over it and settled right into things here.  I also think to some, me saying "I miss my family" is old and annoying news now.  Is my grace period up?.