I'm in a funk lately. My last post was somewhat of a downer - and thats how I feel lately. Down.
The weather is ultimate crap here. It does nothing but rain and it's windy & cold. It's been like this for months and it's really starting to get to me. It's dark by 5:30, so going out in the evening just doesn't happen. Taking the kids to the park and the dog for a walk seems like a distant memory now.
Don't get me wrong - I am happy and grateful, but lately I just feel down. I think it's the weather, the struggle to find balance, and i've recently had a falling out with someone.
I miss my mom, I'm over-weight, I wish I could exercise, I feel like i'm in this whirlwind of blue. I know it's a phase and it will pass but I just felt the need to write about it and let it all out.
I'm in a creative rut as well. I'm struggling to make my Etsy shop goodies, and just don't feel like doing it. I want to, but can't be bothered lately.
I realize this post is all over the place already, but thats ok with me. This post isn't peachy and pretty - but it's me. I'm real and I get sad too sometimes. I try my ultimate best to be happy and make the most of every situation, but sometimes things get the best of me and I get sad.
I know the sun will rise tomorrow and it's a new day, and i'll make the best of it.